Insanely Insane

I'm in a bad mood now. I feel like throwing anything that I come across physically. But, I couldn't do so without looking like a barbaric bitch, hence, the suppression. :D I'm uber depressed with my classes and convineintly, tomorrow I'll be having my 8am to 4pm again. Being in the last hour of lecture really reminds me of Ms. Ong. Can't survive withouht a toothpick to pry my eyes open. And on top of that, I have to wait around 30 minutes or so for my, well, chauffer to arrive. Suicidal.com. I would much prefer to refer him as a chauffer now or maybe ah mat because he only drives me around, and nothing else. No talking, no conversations especially when we reach home O.o. Suicidal act no.2. I have to study everytime I reach home or else I'll be the slacking ones, or maybe the ONLY one slacking behind despite the number of smarty pants I have in my class. Styudying without conversing, suicidal act no.3. No more supper. Studying and having ridiculously long hour of classes is just plain tiring and it's beyond comprehension. What more if you can't fill your stomach in the middle of the night BECCAAAUUUSSSEEE...someone doesn't wants to go out late, just incase he got attacked, tired, tomorrow have to wake up early bla bla bla.. Teach me how to put up with these situations!!! It's really driving me nuts!!! I can't live in situation like this...FOR NUTS!!!!! Dear Lord, do point me in the right direction as I deeply need your guidence.

WAAAAAAIIIITTTTT!!!! Walau...everything also must wait meh? Can die lo. After class wait, come back home wait, want to makan wait!!!! Excuse my language but WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!