I'm in between classes right now and I have nothing to do because my dear soulmate Vivienne Chin is absent for tutorials!! Abandning me alone in class to rot.

I'm baffled between love and hatred. But things improved comparatively. I'm pretty happy about it but this fake smile that i have to put every now and then won't envolope me for long. I'm trying my best to bring out the best of me and I hope I'll get to at least pull something off. Sitting in my room without any apparent movement brings me back to the old days. Hearing the clock ticking to clearly that makes each and every second counts and it feels like a year to hear 60 ticks. Oh my..guess I'll be turning in to bed after my 10am class or should I opt to visit the library? *silence* Ok maybe I should just have a nap first :D

Off to class now.