Why so far?

Sorry for the extremely long hiatus. I'm just too lazy to run my fingers on the lappie's keyboard. Kinda reminds me of those assignment days. Well, basically my update today will be about my one and only sister which already left us for UK. =( I didn't really felt the twitch until the day after she flew, when I woke up realising that she's already in another country with a totally different time zone. Its just complicate things now and it IS hard to communicate seeing that Malaysia is actually 8 hours faster than UK. Somehow I just felt depress about it. I hope she's happy there and hopefully she knows that whoever she misses here, misses her too, well that includes MUA, daddie, mummie, kenrick, nicky, and little donut (the uber cute toy poodle of hers and kenrick). No more sister for me to call when I'm having troubles, no more sister as a shopping companion, no more sister to nag the shit out of me to clean up my side of the room, no more sister to share my juicy secrets and sorrow. Can you just imagine that? Its like I've been seeing my sister's face practically everyday since I was born, or maybe since I learned how to see. I feel like I'm the only child now that my sister is halfway across the world and I enjoy the attention from my parents :D Ironically speaking.

Here are some pictures mainly just to inject some life into this dying blog (dead blog).

Mummie's little girls

miss you much.

SISTER!!! I MISS YOU!! WE MISS YOU!!!

Owh and on another note, thank you baby for the pressie. Really appreciate it. It made my day. Love you kc

Insanely Insane

I'm in a bad mood now. I feel like throwing anything that I come across physically. But, I couldn't do so without looking like a barbaric bitch, hence, the suppression. :D I'm uber depressed with my classes and convineintly, tomorrow I'll be having my 8am to 4pm again. Being in the last hour of lecture really reminds me of Ms. Ong. Can't survive withouht a toothpick to pry my eyes open. And on top of that, I have to wait around 30 minutes or so for my, well, chauffer to arrive. Suicidal.com. I would much prefer to refer him as a chauffer now or maybe ah mat because he only drives me around, and nothing else. No talking, no conversations especially when we reach home O.o. Suicidal act no.2. I have to study everytime I reach home or else I'll be the slacking ones, or maybe the ONLY one slacking behind despite the number of smarty pants I have in my class. Styudying without conversing, suicidal act no.3. No more supper. Studying and having ridiculously long hour of classes is just plain tiring and it's beyond comprehension. What more if you can't fill your stomach in the middle of the night BECCAAAUUUSSSEEE...someone doesn't wants to go out late, just incase he got attacked, tired, tomorrow have to wake up early bla bla bla.. Teach me how to put up with these situations!!! It's really driving me nuts!!! I can't live in situation like this...FOR NUTS!!!!! Dear Lord, do point me in the right direction as I deeply need your guidence.

WAAAAAAIIIITTTTT!!!! Walau...everything also must wait meh? Can die lo. After class wait, come back home wait, want to makan wait!!!! Excuse my language but WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!

I'm in between classes right now and I have nothing to do because my dear soulmate Vivienne Chin is absent for tutorials!! Abandning me alone in class to rot.

I'm baffled between love and hatred. But things improved comparatively. I'm pretty happy about it but this fake smile that i have to put every now and then won't envolope me for long. I'm trying my best to bring out the best of me and I hope I'll get to at least pull something off. Sitting in my room without any apparent movement brings me back to the old days. Hearing the clock ticking to clearly that makes each and every second counts and it feels like a year to hear 60 ticks. Oh my..guess I'll be turning in to bed after my 10am class or should I opt to visit the library? *silence* Ok maybe I should just have a nap first :D

Off to class now.

Smile and You'll be Fine.

SMIIIILLLLEEEEE!!!! Thats apparently the best antidote.

I have tonnes of things to complain and sadly, I can't complain it verbally at the moment, so, i shall blog.

My timing is all upside down. I sleep during the day, and wake up during the night. Why? I'm acting like I'm already having my holidays. This is soooo not good. How am I going to wake up for my 8am papers? I'll be either skipping the whole paper (not a good option) or I'll turn up for my exams like a ghost that has just been shredded on its way the the exam hall.

Next, is my face seems to be a breeding ground for pimples. Why? Because of my upside down timng? And I tend to look 10 years older. My skin is so saggy that I happen to look like Droopey and Droople.

Put the blame on EXAMS!!! Causing me to have a ghost face. Wth?!

Janey Fongy is finally over and done with her exams and yes, I will most likely to be going out with her A LOT!!! Babi syok giler la you Jane!

p.s study study study and stop thinking!!

p.p.s corgi puppies are uber cute. ME want one!!!

I'm super hungry. When will my food come??

I just browsed through my e-mails and found out about this:

I want to CRY ALREADY!!! Omg...if i happen to see this dog, by the name of Faith on the street, I would rush to him and hug him til i can almost squeeze him to death! Well, he really inpires me. A dog with only two hind legs and yet, he live his life to the fullest regardless of his disabilities. He still does what all normal dog does. We, people on the other hand get so upset over a small matters and we whine and complain about pratically everything around us.
I pormised myself to be more mature when it comes to handling situations that come accross. Perseverance :D

Ok back to Faith. He is just one miraculous dog. I'm impressed with his determination to only walk on two legs, despite the fact that his eating, and sleeping style will be affected. How I wish I could be as determined as him. Appreciating every single bit of his life.
Perhaps we, I will feel much better if I change my point of view to see things from another direction. No more anger, no more hatred. Learning how to put everything behind.

To my dear sister, I'm perfectly fine. Don't have to worry so much about me. Let me try to handle my own mess now.

I'll always appreciate everything you've done for me. You're still one close friend of mine

Till then. Time to eat now. My kaki has finally arrived.

Back Again

My apologies for what had happen to my blog. Due to some reasons, had to delete my posts=D. I'm vcurrently in Kuantan and everything is good. It looks good, it feels good until my assignments came into pictre. They just have to spoil my holidays don't they? I'm stuck with shitloads of assignments again! Is my life all about assignments? I hate datelines. I really do. Struggling my way through another "assignment perioud".

Okay. Back to the war. May God bless me.

Til then.